So, I'm a stress eater. Yes. Yes I am. This is a bad thing for me- while it's not really affecting my waist size yet, it surely will in the next seven years. However, right now it isn't.
What's stressing me out this time? Well- my brother was in a wreck last Monday. Some lady didn't look when she was backing out of a parking place and ran into him as he was leaving the parking lot. How does this affect me? We're all on the same insurance right now, and a wreck is going to raise it for all of us. Further, dad and Jared are looking at costs for repairing the headlight that the lady took out, and at buying a new car. The insurance would help diffuse that cost, but it wouldn't cover it completely. Oh yeah- and I hit a deer on my way home from work tonight- so I'm down a headlight and turn signal too. Joy of all joys. Both our trucks have matching black eyes.
I'm so flipped out right now- it's not even funny how stressed out and miserable I feel. I think I might sleep a year and let my classes and responsibilities just rot for the mean time. Or I might drink four shots of espresso and stay up for three days, and still let my classes and responsibilities rot.
We don't have any money right now anyway. I'm a college student who can't but hardly pay for her text books. I'm frustrated over all that I'm supposed to be paying for and all that I'm supposed to be handling. I mean, firstly, I really don't know how to organize everything I'm supposed to keep track of. I'm really not sure how I'm supposed to handle going to a four year college and paying for all this stuff at once. I mean- my folks aren't going to be here, I'm going to have to buy my own groceries and pay light bills etc. -Yeah, we will [hopefully] have help from dad with that; but let's face it- I wasn't prepared to be a breadwinner.
Too much is happening at once; I can't track with everything, this kind of juggling isn't my forte. Math Tests, Biology Dissections [didn't go over well], English Presentations, Finals, Trillian's wedding, internship applications, work (angry people at work), college applications, certain needy friends, truck headlights, four new tires, a new clutch for said truck, a new windshield for said truck, and a dieing fan in my computer, paying for my own Triple-A coverage.
Shoot me, please. Perhaps that Deer was trying to do me a favor?
I'll post pictures tomorrow...
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